Number Nine #9

When i saw your face again
i couldn't recognize you ,
i saw someone different that day,
it just wasn't my friend.

I hope only some days you remember me
you think of me
and forgive me... =X
for what i put you through

THe way we met, Funny! :D
DO you remember?
You were just passing by
NOw that i think about it
you started my future...

If i had never met you
i've never had met him or
the love of my life so soon.

You gave me more than what i gave you

You Gave me :
A Friend,
A Secret Lover,
Protection from all that i suffered,
Hope
Nice Times
A Family
A Smile...

You were a true friend
you loved me " like Non of those bastards will ever do"
You cared for me , truly..

And i understand you too late,
and everyday it hurts.

I was your friend,
you wanted to be more than a friend
i took it too lightly when all happened
i left you alone though you never left me
when i most needed you...

I'm havinf our baby, mine and his
i'm "Married"
we moved in
you told me i would be happier
when i did those things.

But the truth is i can't forgive
myself for what i did.

And i know none of the words
i say are enough
or will ever be
you've erased me
but i can't erase you... ='(

You were my friend
but now i don't even
recognize your face...

THINGS I LOVED ABOUT YOU..

1. Your crazy eyes

2. Your Smile

3.Your Songs

4.Your Jokes

5.Your Skinny hands

6. Watching you bite your nails and telling you not to do so

7.Smoking with you in the afternoons

8. Talking on the phone with you for dead hours

9. Your Hugs...

I Really saw you like a big brother, now you're gone from me
i still try to see your pictures to see how well you're doing!
and im so happy that you look happy!
but my mistake hurts