I am done!

It is very hard to stay motivated when you live with someone who’s main job seems to be , bringing you down. Is so hard to breathe when you feel worthless, and I am honestly tired of that shit! I can’t live like this no more this kids is driving me nuts, I think I should follow my friends advices who seem to see more in me than the person who lives with me.

Am I setting too hard to reach goals? Am I dreaming with butterflies in the air? I mean, if I don’t start doing something for me now… then who would? Well said it is, when someone told me.. don’t do it for him, do it for you…. Forget about the others.. everyone will have something to say about your plans, mostly negative things, but here’s the thing: it is in you to let them win…

Fuck you I will show everyone wrong… Fuck you, this time I won’t fail… Fuck you this time is MINE!!! My choice.. do what you please and leave me alone…

You say you don’t want to talk! Fine, I won’t speak to you.. but I won’t let this shit eat me up inside.. I’m a writer ant this I do well.. I will fucking write the shit out of this negativity you gave me and get it out of me.. I was wasting my fucking precious time with you there just lying in the couch with you.. thinking I was actually love… all you care is money… well how the fuck am I supposed to make money if you don’t let me do what I like doing.. you took your time to do you.. this is my time to do me.

Life has just begun, and I have decided I want to change my approach to life, it is my choice and you fucking said you will support me … well take your support and put it wherever the fuck you feel like cause I don’t need it!